Come, come, whoever you are
Wanderer, worshiper, lover of leaving
Ours is no caravan of despair
Come, yet again, come.
Both Passover and Easter are about freedom.
The brain, on the other hand, likes patterns it can repeat, which makes it easy to fall into ruts…which don’t feel like freedom.
In one sense, it’s a good thing because the brain following well-known grooves to ride a bike or walk or drive frees up our energy for other things, like learning something new or trying on a new way of being…
But what if some of our repeated patterns aren’t serving us–and yet they keep repeating on autoplay? How do we find our way to freedom?
Come, yet again, come. This is a sweet invitation to come back to ourselves, to stop the autopilot of habit and wake up. To be present and experience the freedom of being right here, right now, in this very moment.
Wherever we are, whenever we notice, we have the chance to choose freshly again.
We can take a look at what we’ve been choosing.
When I’m not present, my type One orientation habitually and unconsciously chooses to try to improve things–me, you, my environment…life! I just have to learn a little more by reading one more article, to straighten the pile of shoes in the foyer, to update my site to make it more user-friendly…There’s always more to do and never enough time… Your way of getting lost may be very different from mine, but we all have them.
When we notice we are on autopilot, we can ask:
Does what I’m habitually choosing reflect my values?
I often find my value for contemplative quiet time gets relegated to last on my list. Sure, I fit some in every morning, but if it’s something I truly value (and need to be well!) wouldn’t it make sense to create more space in my life for it?
Wanderer, worshiper, lover of leaving…
Why do we wander away, leave what we value?
We forget. We get pulled back into the automatic pilot of repeating habits.
These are so compelling because they are familiar–the patterns have been traveled so often that they feel known, safe, comforting…even if we’d like to change them.
They don’t challenge our sense of who we might be, which might happen if we didn’t follow them. Our self-identity relies on them. In my example, I know myself as someone who is always making things better. This is an integral part of how I define myself, recognize my value, and orient to the world. Who would I be, how would I interact with life if I didn’t need to know myself in this way? What options for being, for freedom might open up?
Holding what I am repeating on autopilot along with my values creates a paradox. How can both be true? And yet they are.
If we hold this paradox with mindfulness, we can receive the wisdom of right action. There is no ultimate “right” way to always respond, no one tried and true way to reconcile these opposites. If there were, believe me, I would have found it! 🙂
When I’m not present, I fall back into habit = unfree.
When I am present, I can hold both the habit and what I value, and see what freely arises as true in my experience right now, in this moment. Letting these guide me, holding the tension, and listening will result in the right action I seek. The next time I ask, the moment may require something else of me.
Come, yet again, come. Being present means I am responding freshly each time I wake up enough to come, yet again, back to myself and hold the paradox. May Passover and Easter remind us of this possibility–the possibility of freedom in any moment that we choose presence.
OK, your turn! What habits do you fall into without thinking? How do these affect your ability to create space for the things you value? How do they affect your freedom?
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2 thoughts on “reprise: Come, yet again, come.”
This is so helpful, and timely, as more and more as I have expanded access to presence, my habit seems to be the desire to escape from habits by choosing presence (eithe/or).
Reading your invitation to the paradox opens up more space for both/and and then I can hold the habit in presence rather than the back-and-forth of trying to escape habit and access presence, which opens me to a whole new exploration of what acceptance and wholeness really are about.
Thank you Katy!
I look forward to five more days of presence with you.
so happy this finds you at the right moment to drink it in, Patricia! looking forward to practicing with you. please share the Practice Presence for Life Journey with anyone you think might be interested. 🙂