May a woman’s heart be a vast open field upon which wild horses can run.
~ Tibetan Buddhist saying
My New Year’s theme for 2017 is Free Heart.
While i knew clearly that this was my path for 2017, i needed time to understand more and to live into it before writing about it. In collaging this theme and then journalling, i have discovered some gems:
I am the One whose heart smiles and can meet and hold and include all things.
I am the One whose body dissolves into ease and bliss, and whose mind opens to accept and know all truths–even those different from mine.
I am the One whose smile breaks into blossom with the freedom in her heart.
I am the One whose life is a blessing.
I am the One who flies above all heartbreak knowing there is always deeper truth than suffering.
I am the One who sings and sings and sings for the tremendous beauty and truth and preciousness of life.
I the One whose unruly and wild heart serves the truth in all beings.
As we are practicing presence this week in my free 5-Day Online Practice Presence for Life Journey, i am reminded that the only way any of this is possible is when i am present.
My heart does not smile or feel wild and free, or able to to feel and also rise above heartbreak when i am not present.
This past weekend, i got to attend The Holy Ideas Workshop with Russ Hudson here in Minnesota. While the material is breathtaking and Russ’s teaching is exquisite, i had a hard time because of a difficult situation i’ve been managing for the past year or so.
Let yourself breathe and trust.
It is only by a courageous letting go that the heart becomes free.
This is called the wisdom of insecurity.
~ Jack Kornfield in The Art of Forgiveness, p. 160
I was able to be there and practice by breathing and trusting.
As i breathed and held myself in compassion for the hard time i was having, i also consciously felt the support of the floor, the chair, my body, the teachings, the whole community gathered together. This helped me to also trust and to free my heart from time to time to be touched by these wonderful teachings.
My path this last year is really inviting me into the wisdom of insecurity, as a place from which to be free instead of a place to fear.
It’s hard. My body, heart, and mind all want to grab on, to find secure ground–to know what will happen, when, and how…
And yet, when i am able to return to the groundlessness and re-member my wild and free heart, i am home.
There’s still time to join us through Friday:
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